I am thinking of starting my career again. Sounds simple and easy but it is not. At least for me. I have million questions dancing in my mind when I think of starting my career life again. I can brush away all of them except questions about Bingo. What about Bingo? How she will manage? Will I be able to give my best if I start working? Who will take care of her? …never ending questions. sigh.
I want to be a working mom. I know, I will definitely whine about being a working mom if I start working. The other side is always green, for me. Next comes the resume preparation. I wish employers don’t ask for it. I am very very poor at writing resume. At the same time I don’t want to fool myself with flashy, decorated resume.
Next comes the suggestion and advice from others who is not living with me and who is not going to live with me. I have done management course so obviously I will work in managerial and admin kind of jobs. Some people are there. for them working means, to work in some IT related job. They imagine IT people with computer in a AC room and non-IT people with old dusty files in a room with fan. Unfortunately, I cannot explain about my work and office with those people who will never get the point.
Only one thing I wanted as IT company is Saturday and Sunday holiday. I have worked in 3 companies and all of them had Saturday as working day. If I want to step into any IT job I have to study some courses which, of course, will incur expense. BD is advising me not to work for money. I mean, he says to take up a job where I will get job satisfaction. He is even ok with me not working. So, at the end of all these I am confused.
Should I take up a job? How to stop worrying about Bingo? Should I continue in my previous work profile or to choose new one? Someone please help me.